Stockholm

In my head Gets a little noisy in here In my bed I can make the world disappear Seven nights a week What's it like to sleep I know it's a vicious cycle Got some time to kill Trying not to feel Chasing THC with coffee Comfortable in the chaos Nihilistic salvation Why do I always make me so anxious? Feel like I've been holding myself hostage Living in my head is so exhausting Running out of Band-Aids for my problems When I'm the one that caused them Tryna get this poison out my system But if I'm the villain and the victim If I built myself this prison Is it still Stockholm syndrome? Ignore my texts And wonder where the hell my friends went Call my ex And wonder why I can't move on yet All my plants are dead Maybe I'm depressed It's a little masochistic To be my biggest critic My worst enemy That's all me Feel like I've been holding myself hostage Living in my head is so exhausting Running out of Band-Aids for my problems When I'm the one that caused them Tryna get this poison out my system But if I'm the villain and the victim If I built myself this prison Is it still Stockholm syndrome?