Innocence

Well, I lost my innocence today I could feel her in my bones My bones, my bones, my bones My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood And I woke up tired, scared, and sad Soaked, drained, I felt so bad Today, today, today What you steal, you steal, you steal, you steal Won't you say, you say, you say, you say What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel Which is nothing but hollow, thin as air I could die, I just don't care And forget happiness, I'm fine I'll forget everything in time I swear I didn't know You know me, how I can't let go And we're not gods, we're just hacks All that light follows the cracks The scars, the siege that breaks The ugliest scene, the worst mistakes And everywhere, I see her face Such a beautiful child Such an awful waste And there's no innocence like hers Just emptiness and nerves And this light from the window of my car She'll never see it Oh, my God I was so surprised It blew up in my face Lord, I lost my nerve Oh, my God Oh, my God Oh, my God And I tear, I tear So hard And I tear, I tear So hard And I'll beg and scream, "I was wrong" It's over, she's gone Oh, my God