drunk text

[00:00.49] 5th of November [00:04.03] When I walked you home [00:08.15] That's when I nearly said it [00:10.64] But then said "Forget it," and froze [00:15.88] Do you remember? [00:19.33] You probably don't [00:23.32] 'Cause the sparks in the sky took a hold of your eyes while we spoke [00:31.44] Yesterday, drank way too much [00:35.10] And stayed up too late [00:37.38] Started to write what I wanna say [00:40.97] Deleted the message [00:42.72] But I still remember it said [00:46.43] I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight [00:52.32] Wish I was the reason you stay up till 3 [00:55.91] And you can't fall asleep [00:58.19] Waiting for me to reply [01:01.71] I wish I was more than just someone you walk by [01:07.53] Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open [01:11.07] Instead of just hoping [01:13.25] You'd feel what I'm feeling inside [01:18.52] April the 7th [01:21.42] And nothing has changed [01:25.88] It's hard to get by [01:27.99] When you're still on my mind every day [01:33.00] Sometimes I question [01:36.53] If you feel the same? [01:41.16] Do we make stupid jokes? [01:43.06] Tryna hide that we're both too afraid to say [01:49.09] I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight [01:54.82] Wish I was the reason you stay up till 3 [01:58.28] And you can't fall asleep [02:00.58] Waiting for me to reply [02:04.46] I wish I was more than just someone you walk by [02:09.83] Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open [02:13.94] Instead of just hoping [02:15.84] You'd feel what I'm feeling inside [02:19.87] Oh, and here we go again [02:23.15] Destroying myself to keep a friend [02:27.09] Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no [02:34.68] I wonder if I cross your mind [02:38.44] Half as much as you do mine [02:41.86] If I tell you the truth [02:44.20] What will I lose? [02:45.67] I don't know [02:49.88] I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnight [02:55.51] I was just scared it would ruin our friendship [02:59.37] But I really meant it [03:01.20] I wonder how you would reply [03:05.08]