Hermit

When I'm alone It feels like I'm far from home Scrolling through my phone And all I see I'm stuck in reflections I need no protection from me So I can feel at home It's easier said than done Come on, I'm already late Expecting for better then blaming the weather Enough on my plate If I don't change right now I know I probably won't I've no hope but to pressure myself And all that I've known I listen to the words within my heart Tearing me apart All the wandering thoughts, turn the volume down Turning in on me in the silence now Looking at the past, it'll change with time What the story tells, close my eyes again I listen to the words within my heart Tearing me apart Hey future me My son just turned 21 Ah, time flies I just listened to what you were thinking about back then and I have to say It was a bit confrontational You had all these dreams about the future and I feel like I let you down in a way But at the same time, I would do it all over again To see Abel growing up I miss him, though It's been awfully quiet at home Adam has been working a lot and I'm just not so sure what to do with all this time But I'll figure something out though I hope you have created something beautiful for yourself and the people you love I'll meet you there