Resignation

I don't care. I don't care what or who I've become. I don't know. I don't know how you think I should feel... now... It's fine. I know this is the life I chose for you. I know the way you make me feel is all I should need. I guess it makes up for everything just knowing you are okay. That's all I need. I don't care. I don't care how this happened to me. I don't mind. I don't mind this place I happen to be... now... It's fine. I know this is the life I chose for you. To know you're well, that's all I need. It's true. It's true. My mind doesn't need to wander. My heart doesn't need to race anymore. I can't remember what I lost now; ever since I got this ring, somehow, it's faded out and muted down... I never think to look around. It used to matter, now it can't. I stay so calm. I used to rant about starvation in my soul, and now it's just an empty hole. I don't care. I don't care how much love's costing me. I don't feel. I don't feel like someone other than me... now... It's fine. I know this is the life I chose for you. It's love. It's pure. That's all there is to know. It's true. I no longer want for anything. Nothing makes sense beyond you. You're all I need.